always wanted to.But hell i am too lazy.Years back i remember the
attempts i made to write diary regularly.The longest i ever wrote
diaries was a stretch of ten days in a summer camp.That was perhaps
the most organised period in my life.So blogging is my new attempt to
make me organised.I feel a bit like chelsea now.Unorganised rough and
ugly.Speaking of football i am an arsenal fan.Rather arsenal has
become an obsession.A passion i relish.How beautiful it will be to
have a life like the way arsenal play their football! Divine passes
contacts and understanding that can make you feel like in heaven.And
they are young too.How good is it to feel young! I envy at people who
are 40 or 50 and feel young.I am only 22 and i feel old today.May be
my studies and my inactivity caused it.I dont know.I have always felt
medicine is not my field.The only thing that i have ever felt addicted
to in medicine is cancer.It was this desire to beat cancer that drew
me to medicine.I have lost a lot of acquaintances to cancer and i had
always dreamed of making a trip to the himalayas and bringing back a
wonder herb that can cure cancer! And now after 4 years in medicine i
feel a sense of emptiness. A feeling of coldness.The only thing that
revives passion in me now is football.So i love my obsession to
arsenal as my only escape route from this wicked world.Time to go back
to studies .Bye. And before going a health tip from a misfit
medico."the easiest way to loose weight is to abandon your dinner".I
had found it from myown experience.But its the most difficult thing to
do.
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Sandeep.N
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